i need an angel right now.
it's been a hard day, fighting down memories of better days
followed by the discovery of some hateful comments left on my facebook page
by my own daughters
a year ago, life was so different
i was so happy and felt
like i was living my dreams, living my purpose,
making a difference for my family and community
i had no idea that so much of it was a lie,
that so many people around me were faking it
and could not have cared less about me
even though they were my everything
sorry to whine... its just a hard night
and i am trying to remember
that the dark nights are always followed by a bright morning
and that God is always there
even when the people we love aren't
if you are there, too, hang on...
morning is coming:
great is His faithfulness; His mercies begin afresh each morning.
5 comments:
I am so sorry for this distress in your life.Your daughters will always love you no matter what they may have said,and words can be so destructive, long after you have made peace with those who spoke them. I hope the morning sunshine brings the beginnings of healing for you.
Aww, sweetie, I'm sorry this is happening to you. But you are right, the sun will rise tomorrow, and it will be a new day.
follow your heart...even if some don't understand why...your soul does...
I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I found a new (to me) blog, and the writer shares her experience with the breakup of her marriage. From the outside she seemed to have it all. Now, she is putting her life back together, without him. I hear of so many other women, myself included, who have gone through a similar experience. I wonder what happened to all of our marriages that disintegrated into tears and betrayal? Why did we allow it to continue for so long, living a lie? Why do we, men and women, cause so much hurt to the person that we married?
I believe we are resilient human beings. We are on this earth to face our challenges and grow. The failure of a marriage is a painful learning experience. Deb, I understand you're also experiencing other hurtful things right now. After your last post asking for healing and inspirational books to read, I could only think of the author Eckhart Tolle. He always has a peaceful, calming effect on me. I especially like his book "A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life's Purpose". I hope you get the book! Here is a quote from him: "Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do you know this is the experience you need? Because this is the experience you are having at the moment.”
Thank you all for your encouraging messages to me. I am so grateful for the love and patience you extend! I was right - morning came, and with it a lessening of the fresh pain induced by harsh words, lies, and memories of 'better times'. God is good!
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